Immediate Emotions

Ripped off from Google

You know how when you are angry and your mind is filled with angry thoughts and you just spit out the first thing that comes out of your mind without actually filtering it?

I have done that once (that I recall of). I didn't exactly say it out but I wrote it in my blog (I have already deleted the post) and X actually read it and was hurt by what was written.

I suppose I didn't have the right to trash X that way. But refer to the first line again. I was really mad and when you are angry, any logic or reasoning just doesn't apply. I felt bad also after knowing that because I normally would not simply hurt people's feelings.

Theoretically speaking, I have always imagined myself walking away in an angry situation. But realistically, I don't know if that actually happens. Or if I'll just say what is on my mind at that instance.

And all that bullsh*t about "I didn't mean what I said" is pure bullsh*t because when you are angry, that is exactly what you meant to say.

I am not sure where I am going with this. If given the chance to properly meet X, I will apologise. And not apologising yet kinda bugs me now. Rawr.

On the bright side!

I donated my blood again! But this time round, I flinched a little when the needle penetrated into my skin and so the after effect is a swollen mark at my arm with clots of blood around it. Normally it should not look like this so don't be afraid to donate your blood, dear readers.

It looks like an infection, doesn't it? 

Instead of focusing on the blood clot and the geli-ness of the condition of my arm, my mom said,
 "Wahh, you very fair already, ah girl" =.=

And I also pledged as an organ donor with my mother's permission! Doing good does feel good!

I have pledged. Have you?

Exam is just around the corner! And after that I'll be done with Semester 2. Oh how time flies!

And before I end my post, KA-BAM!

*winks*

Twin Towers @LIVE 2013

Double posts today yo!

Today I attended my first World Mental Health Day meeting. It was pretty good. I'm REALLY excited for the events that they have lined up ^^ really proud of myself for finally having the balls to join such a huge "club"

And just last Friday I got to meet the first K-pop band that I like, U-Kiss! Jjang eh!

U-Kiss at Twin Towers @ LIVE 2013

We were lucky enough to secure ourselves fanzone tickets for the price of RM 25 instead of RM 150. HOW AWESOME! But I heard some people got their fanzone tickets for free lar. Pffft.

I met a lot of the Malaysian Kiss Me there. They had placard and the fan club people were selling shirts also. Bersemangat wei. A fan club member gave me this bookmark sort of thing. She actually gave me additional 5 pieces when I asked for more. How kind.

I was so close to the stage. Like 2 rows from the stage. If the 2 rows of people weren't there, I would have gotten the chance to touch Kevin and Eli's hands T.T But overall, I was damn excited to be there. They played songs that I knew. And the dances that they performed were damn sexy :B

ELLISON KIM

KEVIN WOO

KEVIN WOO again

Their complexion is so good. And they shine so brightly. I kid not.

Right after U-Kiss performed, it started raining really heavily and I got tired of standing so I moved to the back. After waiting for an hour, Demi Lovato came out. Wow her vocal range is superb wei! And she's so pretty. Too bad I didn't know many of her songs. I heard she performed til 2 am. Power man. I left the place at 12 am because I felt uneasy since it was quite late. 

Thank you God for making sure I arrived the Residence safely. 

Wished I went for the Backstreet Boys concert the day after. I would have stayed til 2 am for that :(

Next K-pop concert I want to attend is 2PM's. Nichkhun <3 <3 <3

PUT YOUR HANDS UP!!

NICHKHUN 

Wang Lee Hom is currently in Kuala Lumpur. So near yet so far T-T  

I want to attend his Open Fire concert in Genting T-T

WANG LEE HOM

I took this shot at the Twin Towers concert. Thought it was really pretty 

KLCC

Obviously some of the pictures are not mine. Credits to the respective owners

The Now And The Then

Wow, it's been ages since I posted anything :B

I've started Semester 2 doing Psychology. Still learning MORE theories and one of my worse subjects, Statistics. Seriously, I thought that wasn't what I signed up for?

Truth be told, nothing really interesting that I can write about

I came across this quote,  "Do one thing everyday that scares you" and I find it pretty meaningful. It's not really easy to keep up with but at least I started somewhere. Since last semester, I found myself being pretty shy, unlike my usual self. I would stutter and have really really low level of confidence during presentations. I also planned on joining a few events but in the end chickened out. But it's all changing now! I made more friends. Even if those who I don't talk to, I at least smile at them. I tend to want to volunteer to speak during presentations. I joined World Mental Health Day but hasn't started on anything. Things are really starting to shape into what I hope university life would be like. I'd hate to leave university not doing anything. So that was overcoming my fear for me, well sort of.

And I donated a bag of blood! There's another blood donation campaign in April. How many months after I last donated my blood can I do it again? Also, I've been thinking of signing up as an organ donor once I officially turn 21. But I'd probably have to let my parents know first.

I also learned to cook better. At least to me it seems better, haha. I just recently learned to cook chicken rice and mee hun kueh because I felt like eating them and I can't find them at my area here. Never in my life did I think cooking can be this fun :D Seriously, TRY IT.

Studies been okay. Assignments piling up but they're manageable I suppose. Hopefully I'll score better in Semester 2 compared to Semester 1. The aim for this sem: 3.25

Fighting!

I've also developed a HUGE crush on Nichkhun from 2PM <3

I came across this song while watching Vampire Diaries. It's so romantic :) I want to dance to this with my future husband. WHERE IS MY BOYFIE/ HUSBAND? I demand you make yourself visible NAAWWWW

I'm also going to watch U-Kiss perform LIVE next week! Kevin and Eli YAAAAAAAAAAA