Random #4

I watched this Lee Hom's video on Facebook just now. Understood a little bit of what the commentator was saying. At least I think I understand. Suddenly feeling so emotional right now. Wtf pms. Haha. I feel like his journey can be so lonely at times. But the fact that he perseveres and never once gives up to chase after his dream is something to applaud for. That guy, so good looking and such a good role model. 

Makes me even more determined to give it my all in Psychology. 

Hell yeah!

Stepping Into University

I'm finally back in the blogging world. I have so much to blog about but where do I begin?

University life has been pretty interesting so far.
But truth be told, I felt a little homesick the minute I stepped into the Residence. To be even more truthful, I was about to shed tears when I had to leave home just to get to KL. As you might already know, I don't fancy KL. Only like the shopping and when celebrities come over. But other than that, KL hasn't been my forte.

It's been such a culture shock here in University. There isn't class everyday. And classes don't start at 8 am and end at 2 pm. Haha. I have early classes at 8 am and sometime I have classes at 4 pm! And of course there are days when I don't have classes at all. That's the part I enjoy most. And people just dress however they want. Girls don't carry backpacks to school anymore. They all carry handbags to classes. Makes me wonder "Are they here to study or to go shopping?" o.O

Because I entered late, my course mates are all younger than me. I think me and my school mate --we're the only 20 year old in the class :3

Food-- there's not much variety here. Okay there's all kinds of fast food outlets here. You name it, they have it. But of course you don't expect me to eat fast food every.single.day. In fact, I eat economy rice on weekdays. And I try to limit myself to only spending RM 5 per meal, which also means I can probably take 3 kinds of vegetables and that's that. I feel hungry in KL all the time. I can have lunch at 1 pm and feel hungry an hour later. There's this voice in my head that keeps urging me to take a bite.

Assignments have been piling up. First week of my semester and I have 10 assignments to do. Not all same deadlines of course T.T But I guess that's pretty normal since most of the marks come from the assignments. If you think these assignments are like folios you did in Secondary school, please slap yourself across the face now. Wake up! They have this special site which helps scan for plagiarism. And there's no such thing as "Copy and Paste". We're only now learning it the hard way. I wonder what we learned in Form 6. Seriously, although having taken the General Paper in STPM, I have to take Moral studies and Malaysian studies in University. You gotta be kidding me, right?

Wifi - It sucks here. There are times when 2 days we will have WiFi and another 2 days nothing at all. Haha. Desperate time calls for desperate measures. Room mate and I will go down to the Chalk & Cheese cafeteria to use their WiFi but we have to buy a drink or eat something. Nothing is free in this world, right?
WiFi there sucks also la. Unifi my ass. I think because so many people are hogging it that there's time when we can't connect at all. :'(

There's a lot of walking here in Help University. And we have to rely on the shuttle buses to get to the campus building. Now I am thankful to have a place in the Residence. Everything is pretty convenient here although the room is small. I am thankful for having my school mate as my room mate. Despite the pressure from the assignments and the unfamiliarity of the place, I feel calm and am glad I chose to take up Psychology here.

Am missing my friends so badly! :(

New Blog!

Error : Author of this blog has moved to WordPress. Just trying out for time being. Blogger has deem to be too troublesome when I'm not using my computer to blog. Check it out! I just put up a new entry in the new blog ;) Can't seem to work the link. Stuuuupid. Anyway the new blog is up at http://klsywee.wordpress.com/ Just copy and paste that link lah in the meantime

A Normal Problem, No?

I think someone is mad at me now and I am mad at myself for letting it get to me. Honestly don't think that she has the right to be mad at me when the other person is pretty chill about it. But then again, this might just all be in my head. Although I am quite convinced that my instinct is right. I think I am also getting my period soon. Lol totally irrelevant. But proofs to accompany my totally irrelevant statement. I cannot control my anger during that period of the month, pun intended. Hence the statement above about being mad. And also because I lashed out at the kids yesterday. If I am there any longer and I don't control my anger, I might have to be filed for child abuse. This evening I was about to fall asleep when my phone rang. Ignored it and a few seconds later my house phone rang. Then the dog barked. Was gonna sleep again before my handphone started vibrating again! Slept for what seemed like a short time and the alarm went off. Was beyond frustrated I had to yell into the pillow. Wtf has become of me?! Is this normal? My oestrogen,FSH,LH and progesterone levels are sky-rocketting like angry bulls being provoked. Everything seems to be heightening EXCEPT my height. -.-

A White Lie Won't Hurt, Right?

To answer my own question, a white lie hurts. Anyway, so I recently told a lie to quit my job. Not one of my finest lies, I must say. Need more practice because they say 'Practice Makes Perfect!' ;) I thought I have managed to escape work and just lazed around for a whole month plus before I enter that dangerous city they call Kuala Lumpur where I am forced to inhabit and make friends with complete strangers. :p Ok jokes aside. Ya as I was saying, I thought I got to do that until the Principal said 'You don't want to work for me anymore ah? Come back the 1st week of July lah' I tell you, I was caught off guard so I managed to laugh and said 'You can call me if you need anymore help' WHAT WAS I THINKING?!!!! Must be in my nature to be nice to people. :D Don't get me wrong. I do enjoy working there. By far the BEST job I have. No angry customers or parents. And I get to hit kids who are naughty. That place is heaven I tell you....for about a week. Then the demons get released and before you know it, you are losing your patience, your voice and lastly your insanity! But like I say, I am just nice by nature, so I might consider going back to work for the last 2 weeks of July and that's it! Besides getting extra money won't hurt. :D *starts singing 'it's all about the money, money, moneyyyyy!!!'*

Nervous Breakdown

I am so fat for someone my size and height. I think I'm obese. Need to start running/ jogging again. So, I went to look for a room in KL today. Found one which was kinda pricey. To me, I don't think it is worth it to pay for that kinda price just for the room with a bed, attached bathroom and one miserable table as my study table. Ok there is the kitchen and they'll provide us with an induction cooker. But I cannot cook! Need to put 'Learn to cook, FAST!' on my list also. I will have 5 roommates since the unit I am staying in has 3 bedrooms. OMGSSSSSS! It really is happening! Will I survive in KL? Ok I probably will. But I am not the friendliest or nicest kid to talk to. I feel like I can communicate better with adults. Is that weird? Or what if my roommates only speak Mandarin. Holy shitssss! On the up side is, if I fail to make any new friend, I can always count on Karthik Arun, well sort of. Inhale. Exhale. 'What Doesn't Kill You Only Makes You Stronger!'

Random #3

Okay. So far this is what I've gathered. I may sometime dress like a child or a grany (most of the time like a child), but the way I think is definitely like an adult. I got praised today at work. One of the teachers said I was the BEST substitute teacher they had. That I was tough and did things without being told more than once. :) Just found out that one of the missionaries from my friend's church will be getting married! He's the same age as my brother so he's 24. Wow! Congratulations, Elder Plant! I love weddings. Too bad this is 24 hours away from Malaysia :(