Immediate Emotions

Ripped off from Google

You know how when you are angry and your mind is filled with angry thoughts and you just spit out the first thing that comes out of your mind without actually filtering it?

I have done that once (that I recall of). I didn't exactly say it out but I wrote it in my blog (I have already deleted the post) and X actually read it and was hurt by what was written.

I suppose I didn't have the right to trash X that way. But refer to the first line again. I was really mad and when you are angry, any logic or reasoning just doesn't apply. I felt bad also after knowing that because I normally would not simply hurt people's feelings.

Theoretically speaking, I have always imagined myself walking away in an angry situation. But realistically, I don't know if that actually happens. Or if I'll just say what is on my mind at that instance.

And all that bullsh*t about "I didn't mean what I said" is pure bullsh*t because when you are angry, that is exactly what you meant to say.

I am not sure where I am going with this. If given the chance to properly meet X, I will apologise. And not apologising yet kinda bugs me now. Rawr.

On the bright side!

I donated my blood again! But this time round, I flinched a little when the needle penetrated into my skin and so the after effect is a swollen mark at my arm with clots of blood around it. Normally it should not look like this so don't be afraid to donate your blood, dear readers.

It looks like an infection, doesn't it? 

Instead of focusing on the blood clot and the geli-ness of the condition of my arm, my mom said,
 "Wahh, you very fair already, ah girl" =.=

And I also pledged as an organ donor with my mother's permission! Doing good does feel good!

I have pledged. Have you?

Exam is just around the corner! And after that I'll be done with Semester 2. Oh how time flies!

And before I end my post, KA-BAM!

*winks*