Not A Racist Post, Just Sayin'

Today I changed the route where I take my dog for his usual walk

Because I had to take some stuff from my grandparents

So I was walking towards the other end,

Near the Kampung where, well Kampung people live

And not to forget the Rempits

How can we forget about the uneducated Rempits?

My, my..

This isn't the first time

They tried to get exceptionally close to me while riding their stupid bikes

Tried whistling and calling me "Ah Moi"

And then snickering like they did something intelligent

Ah Moi??
Are you fcking kidding me?!

Again, my, my..

How I have to live with these kind of people so close to me is really painful

How I have to deal with them for a year and a half in Form 6 is torturous

How they can get away with things while being so uneducated, rude and just plain loser-ish is beyond me

And they wonder why our education system is degrading

Why don't we start with educating these monkeys to stop being such hooligans and start acting more like human beings?

Just saying.

Good Karma and Patience

I feel so much better after ranting in my previous post

Phew

This might come of as a late notice,

But my grandmother is doing so well right now!

My gratitude goes out to everyone who prayed for her

I see God working a miracle

And always believe that good karma will come back to you

It's just a matter of time

The other day, leaving from the Hospital, I saw a RM 10 note on the floor

I was sceptical whether to pick it up

But I did anyway

And no, I did not spend the money

I understand that the money isn't mine to spend

You're probably wondering why I picked it up

The answer is because I know someone else would

And instead of letting it fall into the wrong hands, I picked it up instead

The other day, a guy came to ask for donation for the people affected by a war?

I don't know what his reason was exactly but I see that as a sign

So I gave that money away

Now hopefully, that money can be used to help some people in need

Sometimes I get so frustrated that things aren't going exactly the way I planned them to

But often I fail to see that God is probably working something out for me

Cliche as it seems, but I believe that to be true

If something is not going my way, then it probably isn't God's way

I need to seek for patience

Easier said than done, right?

This Is Not A Happy Post

Warning : Kelsey Wee gets really pissed off really easily these few days.

I opened my mail today and one of the many junk mails is an acceptance letter to IMU

Which I had to go through all the trouble to apply

etc. Downloading freakin' Internet Explorer because Firefox or Google Chrome just ain't cool enough

Getting my documents scanned 

Paying the non-refundable processing fee of RM 150

Okay, maybe that wasn't much of a hassle

And later deciding NOT to enter IMU cos the surrounding is just too creepy. 

If I get killed and my body thrown somewhere, people will probably get the news a few months later when my body starts decaying.

What am I gonna do with my life?

T.T

I went for the HELP open day last Saturday.

But I didn't manage to get to the main campus because the GPS is so hopeless

And I didn't get to see the place where I'll possibly live in

And I'm so curious because there is no photo of this on the website

Where is the attached bathroom in my room?

>.>

I sort of decided that I'm gonna go to HELP and get myself enrolled for the August intake 

But now I am having second thoughts, AGAIN!

For God's sake!

I will not make my final decision til' I see the campus and HELP residence

And so I went for the Facon Education Fair in EQ the other day

Holy hell, it was packed with people, it made me so nervous

Yes, I hate crowded places

Anyway, I was scouting for Universities which offer Psychology

And we're back to square one

I really hate all these

Hate is an understatement, actually.

If you haven't notice, yes I'm pretty cranky right now

I'm getting a monthly visit from a very good friend

And my hormones are spiralling like they have mad cow disease

I was so angry just now cos I could not log into Google

And then I got so annoyed I had to listen to music from other blogs because I was in the midst of an emotional song

And I swear the Internet connection cannot get any slower

The slightest thing can prick me, I kid not.

I really don't give a damn anymore

This song fits my situation perfectly

Someone Please Explain

I'm still lost for words when I read about guys raping 5 to 10 year old girls

Trust me, I understand that guys have urges

Hence, there is porno on the Internet.

Satisfy yourself by doing just that

But it REALLY bothers me when sick bastards go out, hunting for young preys to RAPE

Are you fcking kidding me?!!

They are 5 year old girls, you dumb shit

Low life idiots.

Bastards.

And today I read about 5 to 10 year old girls who are pregnant

Mostly because they were raped

But is that possible?

How is it possible to get pregnant when you haven't gotten your period?

I've studied Biology for almost 5 years now

 And I know that girls usually start menstruating at the age of  11-ish

But for 5 year old girls to get pregnant?

Huh??

That's like going against the law of gravity!

Somebody, please give me an explanation.

Tragic List Of Young Innocent Victims Of Monsters

Case 1:

Nurul Nadirah was reported missing on March 1, after she failed to return after going to a grocery shop on the ground floor of the next block of flats to buy eggs and instant noodles.

Her charred remains were found at a plantation in Nusa Damai, Johor.

Case 2:

Shearwey was reported missing on July 6, 2007 from her mother Jess Teh's car.

3-year old Shearwey was believed to have been murdered, burnt and her bone fragments strewn in different places in Penang.

Case 3:

On Aug 20, 2007, Nurin Jaszlin Jazimin, 8, went missing after going to a night market near her home in Wangsa Maju.

Her naked and violated body was found stuffed in a sports bag and left outside a shoplot in Petaling Jaya. Her killer is still at large.

Case 4:

Nurul Huda Abdul Ghani, 10, died after she was found naked in the guardhouse of a Tenaga Nasional Bhd substaion in Johor Bahru on Jan 17, 2004.

She has been gang raped and sodomised before being strangled. 2 suspects; a security guard & an unemployed man were arrested. A third suspect is still at large.

Case 5: 

In 2004, Haserawati Saridi, 10, was on her way to school in Sabah.

She was found murdered and raped.

It doesn't matter when all these cases happened.

The matter of fact is, they happened.

And notice that the victims are all so very young?

What the hell is wrong with society?

Gang rape, murder, sodomy

Is that what has become of society today?

Doesn't this piece of information just piss you off?

It's so bloody disgusting.

Sick son of a bitch 

I wish that all these heartless animals/ monsters get captured one day, and not only put behind bars, but get whipped with thorns just like how Jesus was whipped in Passion of Christ   

Get whipped a hundred times 

Or whipped til' they slowly but painfully die an excruciating and agonising pain 

When they go to Hell, I hope they get burned and their remains charred like their poor innocent victims

Then maybe, just about a small fraction, 

Justice Is Served.

Fix You

I heard this song in Glee a few weeks back

And it seems applicable to how I'm feeling now/ to how I felt before

And also cos I played this song during the slow and excruciating drive to school to collect my STPM results

The words in italic spoke to me

When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try, you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Tears stream down on your face

I promise you that I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Random #1

So, I was randomly browsing through a website, hoping to find more information on Psychology when I read something like this,

"To take up Psychology, being good in Maths would be an advantage"

WHATT?

o.O

And the reason behind that is because Statistics is involved

I'm screwed.

:/

Did I tell you I'm so excited to enter uni?

:D

Please Pray

If you're reading this,

Please pray for my grandmother.

She'll be undergoing an operation this coming Friday morning to remove a giant cyst in her uterus.

Please pray that there will be no complication during the surgery

Please pray that the surgeons will be on guard on that particular morning.

Please pray that God will see her through her surgery and dismiss all major risks

Please also pray that she'll open her eyes and be with us.

I know that God loves her but her family members love her more.

We need her.

I am confident that the surgery will go well.

I am confident in the doctors.

I am confident in God.

Another One Bites The Dust

It's unfortunate to say that I didn't do that well for STPM

*cries*

No, I didn't fail any papers of course

Thank God

But I didn't get that pointer I was aiming for either.

You know that feeling whereby people expected you to do good and then they hear your results and you can look into their eyes and see/ hear what they're thinking.out.loud?

Like, 

"OH. That's it?"

Yea, that's it.

I have difficulty telling people my results because I do not want to see that look in their eyes anymore.

I'm ashamed of my own results.

Then my brother told me,

"It's okay. It's just a piece of paper. Your results won't matter when you start working'

It probably won't.

But right now, it's everything I can think about.

Thou shall not give up!

I know I could have done better

Did I give it my all?

Probably half-heartedly.

And Maths just likes screwing with me.

This is just the beginning, right?

Thank God I'll start Uni at 20.

It's like a whole new beginning

And then, maybe STPM won't matter that much

For now, let STPM be a reminder for me to excel in my Psychology course.

A Visit to SPCA -- Mind-blowing!

I went to SPCA this morning.

The place looks kinda run-down
Guess they don't enough funds
Yikes!

And there were so many abandoned dogs and cats there!
Makes me wonder,
"How can human beings be this cruel?"
"How can they leave their pets unattended for?"

Animals have feelings too.

I didn't manage to chat with the caretakers there.
They were busy cleaning the cages when we arrived
Bad timing. Lol.
And also cos they speak Mandarin.
So if I have to speak to them, it's like the chickens talking to the ducks.
Which happen to be my 2 favourite food
:D

THE DOGS
I saw a Basset Hound for the first time!
More commonly known as the "Hush Puppies"

There's a Golden Retriever there too.

Funny thing is, it has a sac sort of hanging at it's front.

First thing that came into my mind was,

"This dog's testicles are in front?!"

But that's ridiculous!
Every Bio student knows that testicles are at the back.
Or are they not?
I never knew why the "testicles" were there though.

And a Shih Tzu

Some Mongrels were there too of course

CUTE PUPPY EYES. Awww

GIVE ME A HIGH-5--paw style!

PLEASE BRING ME HOME :'(

The Asian dog.

This dog is such a unique breed.

Something I've never seen before.

And cos it has eyes of an Asian.

Mata sepet

Tee hee!

Unknown Breeds 

to Kelsey Wee the noob

The Beauty

I don't know what breed either

But I wonder who would have given up this dog

Or why it's still unadopted

The Labrador puppy.

Fall in love with it, like I did.

Why didn't anyone adopt it?!

*sigh*

COME, COME. PLAY WITH ME!

WHY YOU NO PLAY WITH ME?!

LET ME BITE YOU! 

THIS FEELS GOOD!

AND THIS! 

PLUS THIS!

 Si Manja

I think it's a Mongrel too

It came out of its cage and started attacking us!

Nah, just came to manja

No, I'm NOT choking it

The Disabled Dogs

It's front leg needed to be amputated

It's really sad to see the way it has difficulty just walking normally

:'(

TRUE SURVIVOR

You cannot tell from this angle though.

The one below had difficulty standing up

I think its back two legs were really weak

THE CATS

Frankly speaking, I do not know how to differentiate cats

They all look the same, for crying out loud!

The Mischievous One

The Innocent One

The Sneezy One

The Attacker

The Babe

The Surprised One

The Scary One

It's a pity that these animals were left there 

But thank God for the caretakers

Hopefully someone adopts them someday

I made a video/ picture slideshow

Will upload it soon!