Thank You, God.

Waking up every morning thanking God for another day. 

There is so much to be thankful for but where do I begin?

Nevertheless, to compensate that, the new me vows to be 

More charitable

More sociable

More friendly

So starting tomorrow, I will smile to at least 5 people, every single day

Sounds easy?

...

It really isn't

T.T

:) :) :) :) :)

Because smiling is just so contagious

Speaking of being more charitable, there will be a blood donation at Wisma Help this Friday
So excited!
Hopefully this time I can finally give away my O+ blood to...well, everyone.
:D
Here's to crossing out "Blood Donation" off le bucket list.

GREAT-ful!

Today I had to spend 2 hours in the hospital, waiting to meet the doctor for my grandmother's follow up check up, which probably took less than 10 minutes.

Which is why I hate hospitals

But in the 2 hours plus, I talked to my aunt about so many things

School, my cousins, education etc

And I realised that I do like her company

In fact, I do like the company of all my family members

I am so grateful for the presence of each and everyone of them

They're supportive of me

They care for me

And most importantly, they love me

If only they knew how much it means to me 

When they listen to me

They talk to me

Not because they are forced to

But because they simply wanted to

It's so simple, isn't it?

I hear some of my friends complaining that their dad doesn't listen to them

Their mom just "doesn't get it"

Their siblings are a pain in the butt

I can't help but sit back and smile, 

Think to myself that

I am grateful that although my family is not perfect, they're still here

And not broken.

Just one of the few things to be grateful about

With that, I thank you, God.

Good Karma and Patience

I feel so much better after ranting in my previous post

Phew

This might come of as a late notice,

But my grandmother is doing so well right now!

My gratitude goes out to everyone who prayed for her

I see God working a miracle

And always believe that good karma will come back to you

It's just a matter of time

The other day, leaving from the Hospital, I saw a RM 10 note on the floor

I was sceptical whether to pick it up

But I did anyway

And no, I did not spend the money

I understand that the money isn't mine to spend

You're probably wondering why I picked it up

The answer is because I know someone else would

And instead of letting it fall into the wrong hands, I picked it up instead

The other day, a guy came to ask for donation for the people affected by a war?

I don't know what his reason was exactly but I see that as a sign

So I gave that money away

Now hopefully, that money can be used to help some people in need

Sometimes I get so frustrated that things aren't going exactly the way I planned them to

But often I fail to see that God is probably working something out for me

Cliche as it seems, but I believe that to be true

If something is not going my way, then it probably isn't God's way

I need to seek for patience

Easier said than done, right?

Turning Tables

After going back and forth on what course I'm gonna take,

it's finally decided!

No medicine

No pharmacy

Nada.

I'm gonna do psychology.

I'm very sure of it.

Like how a monkey is sure it likes banana.

Not a really good example, but there you go!

Made up my mind yesterday,

On the way to KL,

After sleeping for what seems like 2/3 of the journey,

I finally made up my mind!

I didn't know there were SO MANY job opportunities for a psychologist.

Like you can work ANYWHERE!

In a firm, a corporate company, SHELL...everywhere!

Cos people need constant motivation!

Or the world is just getting even crazier

Okay sick joke. I'm not wishing for that.

I'm sorry.

After reading that DoctorJob mag, which I should have months ago,

But better late than never right?

Anyway, after reading that, I also know the difference between a psychologist and a psychiatrist

Finally!

Haha I must sound really stupid right now.

:/

But I don't give a damn.

:p

Come to think of it, I've always chosen a career which involves social interaction with other people

First was medicine.

I was so determined to be a paediatrician because I love kids

But let's be realistic, I don't think I can survive competing with all the other doctors-wannabe out there

All the pressure and commitment involved

I think I was sucked into the glamour of it

But when I went for a "one week medicine course" before the JPA interview,

the doctors in GH said

"There's NOTHING glamorous about being a doctor"

Now, THAT'S a bummer!

Then I wanted to do pharmacy

That was before I entered Form 6 and decided that I don't really enjoy Chemistry besides Organic Chem.

Then slowly, that ambition faded into dust.

Finally, my aunt advised me to take up psychology

Which was what I chose without knowing much about, initially.

All I know was I wanted to help people,

Especially children

Like kids with autism because one of my cousins is autistic.

And then came yesterday, which to me was like a wake up call.

I knew so much more about Psychology!

And I love it!

I think it fits my personality.

Today I just needed a little reassurance .

My best friend, Raveena-Mei gave me just that.

She said,

"Yes. I see you being a psychologist because, you are very kind, honest and diplomatic. You know how to give the right advice at the right moment. You're very open and you are very humble, hence if someone argues with you, you state your opinion and leave it at that, you don't let your ego get in the way. And you're compassionate about people. How they feel? How are they doing? You take it upon yourself to make them feel spectacular"

Thank you!

I feel so much appreciation for my family and friends who were supportive of my decision.

After looking through the list of local universities that offer Psychology,

I think there's only one--UMS

And that's really far.

So, let's just stay in KL or Singapore while we're at it.

My parents are okay with me entering a private university.

If all else fails, I'll get into IMU and do my degree

Cos that's the only university that I trust.

And no, I don't think doing Form 6 was an utter waste of time

Because I hadn't decided what course I wanted to take after finishing Form 5

I mean, who am I kidding?

I didn't give a damn about A levels or foundation and what's not after completing SPM

All I wanted was a break

But after pondering long and hard about what I wanted to do,

A-levels was a definite no because it was WAYYYY expensive

I didn't get accepted for Matriculation (I don't think I'd be able to survive either)

Foundation was not in the decision because I didn't know what I wanted to do

So Form 6 seemed like a fair choice

Despite everyone (esp my bro) pressuring me about how tough it is

It IS tough.

No joke.

But I got through it and I gave it my all

Now let's hope the results won't disappoint

Results will be out early March

Now I can go kill myself

I feel like I trailed out of my main topic.

Oh yes, I wanted to reinstate that,

No, I didn't waste my time doing Form 6,

For all you narcissistic, pessimistic goons out there who would beg to differ.

I made the right choice with Form 6

Now I'm gonna do the same with Psychology.

Congratulations for still reading til' here

Thank you if you are still supporting me

:)

Leave a comment, if you must!

Do A Blood Donation

I just realised something wonderful!

After reading my cousin's blog.

To donate blood.

I wanted to last year

But because I weighed a kilo lesser than their weight requirement,

I couldn't.

Since now,

Everyone CANNOT stop talking about my weight

first my height,

now my weight,

what next, eh?

I figured I can go donate blood NOW.

Victory!

Thank you

Lye Hwei Mynn

What Makes You Beautiful?

"Baby, you light up my world like nobody else"

To answer my blog title,

There really isn't a correct answer

Because beauty lies in the eye of the beholder.

Like how I find guys without armpit hair beautiful.

Haha!

That's not true

Watch the video below.

It won't take up much of your time.

And catch the part where he said,

"Open your eyes. If you're Asian, that wasn't meant to be racist"

Lol.

And the video below is just to paint a smile on your face

Because

It makes no sense at all!

Smile!

Laugh!

ROFL!

Sometimes I Need Motivations!

Love when you are ready, not when you are lonely.

Don't worry if you are still single. God is looking at you right now and saying, "I'm saving this girl for someone special".

-Oh God. I hope You are.

If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she won't be amazing. If she's worth it, you won't give up.

3 things I want in a relationship: Eyes that wont cry, lips than wont lie, and love that wont die.

Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice.

Love yourself, there's nobody in the world quite like you.

Life doesn't get easier, you just get stronger.

Never apologize for saying what you feel because that’s like saying sorry for being real.

We may love the wrong person, cry for the wrong reason, but one thing for sure is that mistakes help us to find the right person.

If you're patient, the right person will come along. Stop trying to force love.

-Okay, I shall stop now.

:)


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