Another One Bites The Dust

It's unfortunate to say that I didn't do that well for STPM

*cries*

No, I didn't fail any papers of course

Thank God

But I didn't get that pointer I was aiming for either.

You know that feeling whereby people expected you to do good and then they hear your results and you can look into their eyes and see/ hear what they're thinking.out.loud?

Like, 

"OH. That's it?"

Yea, that's it.

I have difficulty telling people my results because I do not want to see that look in their eyes anymore.

I'm ashamed of my own results.

Then my brother told me,

"It's okay. It's just a piece of paper. Your results won't matter when you start working'

It probably won't.

But right now, it's everything I can think about.

Thou shall not give up!

I know I could have done better

Did I give it my all?

Probably half-heartedly.

And Maths just likes screwing with me.

This is just the beginning, right?

Thank God I'll start Uni at 20.

It's like a whole new beginning

And then, maybe STPM won't matter that much

For now, let STPM be a reminder for me to excel in my Psychology course.